I think I’m probably bi, but then again who knows. I’ve been figuring out my emotions for the past few days and it’s been pretty weird. I’ve always sort of thought I might be bi or gay but I’ve never acted out on it, primarily because my father is a huge homophobe.
Well anyways let’s just say I didn’t expect to feel the way I did afterwards. I came across one of the porn threads a couple days ago and decided “Eh, what the fuck, I’ll give it a go…” and watched some of it. I’ve been subbed here for a while, I guess it was a way for my brain to try and tell me that I might be something else than just “straight” but I guess it’s taken me a while to admit.
